Sorry in advance, but I need to have a moan and get rid of some stress.
I am on a right downer at the moment.
I have had 10 exams in the space of two weeks, and am completely shattered. I have massive eye bags and horrible skin and I just constantly feel tired and ill. I think I have definately failed two exams and will have to resit. Making it worse, I still have to work on the weekends!
Alongside this stress, the ins and outs of my Ibiza holiday are all having to be dealt with by myself. I am the one who has had to find time to go and get T Shirts printed, stand the money for stupid things like that, people have used my staff discount from work to buy stuff for the hol and they owe me cash, I have had to organise parking and everything for the holiday. I just feel its majorly unfair, all my friends are finished now, and have been for weeks, and none of them have lifted a finger. It was bad enough that I booked the bloody thing, that was stressful! I am constantly running people about, picking things up, going out of my way and it just feels like nobody else does the same, they all rely on me.
Now I'm getting phone calls off my mates, 'Ermmmm we've not much money, probably will only be able to afford to go to one or two clubs'. This holiday has been booked for a year. No excuse for not saving up. We have gone all inclusive so we didn't have to worry about food etc. and my mates are basically saying they've got about 150 Euros for 10 days in Ibiza. It's just not going to happen. As a result, I will probably end up either missing out on going to clubs (because I can't go alone), or I will end up paying for all of us, (which is just shit and I refuse to do it out of principle). Certain members of the party are saying, 'ooo well I can only afford one night so I want to go to such a thing', and everyone is clashing already about what they want to do. It's such a horrible letdown that I have saved £1000, thought my friends had too, only for it to be revealled at the 11th hour that in fact, nobody has saved a penny. My dream holiday is probably going to be s**t. I go on Wednesday next week, and at this point, I really can't be f**ked.
Plus I've heard its raining in Ibiza.
*sigh*
I am on a right downer at the moment.
I have had 10 exams in the space of two weeks, and am completely shattered. I have massive eye bags and horrible skin and I just constantly feel tired and ill. I think I have definately failed two exams and will have to resit. Making it worse, I still have to work on the weekends!
Alongside this stress, the ins and outs of my Ibiza holiday are all having to be dealt with by myself. I am the one who has had to find time to go and get T Shirts printed, stand the money for stupid things like that, people have used my staff discount from work to buy stuff for the hol and they owe me cash, I have had to organise parking and everything for the holiday. I just feel its majorly unfair, all my friends are finished now, and have been for weeks, and none of them have lifted a finger. It was bad enough that I booked the bloody thing, that was stressful! I am constantly running people about, picking things up, going out of my way and it just feels like nobody else does the same, they all rely on me.
Now I'm getting phone calls off my mates, 'Ermmmm we've not much money, probably will only be able to afford to go to one or two clubs'. This holiday has been booked for a year. No excuse for not saving up. We have gone all inclusive so we didn't have to worry about food etc. and my mates are basically saying they've got about 150 Euros for 10 days in Ibiza. It's just not going to happen. As a result, I will probably end up either missing out on going to clubs (because I can't go alone), or I will end up paying for all of us, (which is just shit and I refuse to do it out of principle). Certain members of the party are saying, 'ooo well I can only afford one night so I want to go to such a thing', and everyone is clashing already about what they want to do. It's such a horrible letdown that I have saved £1000, thought my friends had too, only for it to be revealled at the 11th hour that in fact, nobody has saved a penny. My dream holiday is probably going to be s**t. I go on Wednesday next week, and at this point, I really can't be f**ked.
Plus I've heard its raining in Ibiza.
*sigh*
