well the time i have been dreading for the last 6 months is finally here my maternity leave is over and i gotta go back to work today and leave my baby with a childminder... my heads trashed i just know i will be crying all the way to work at dinner time.. my baby hasnt been away from me for more than a couple of hours at the most in his 5 months since being born... and the thought of him crying for me is doing me in, i know he's in capable hands but that doesnt make me feel any better... might go in and smack the boss in the face and get the sack!!!!!! its just not fair just thought i'd have a little moan